Thougths of life

Life

Life isn't easy, sometimes it sucks and sometimes it is wonderfull. You'll face some diffulties on your way, you'll face many good things. You'll meet kind, sweet, hard, mean etc ppl in your life. You live only once, so remember live it at full. D0n't sit there and look it flowing beside of you. Find bravery to jump in and go whit flow. Give always all you have to life. Don't ever give up. If somewhere is wall next to you, turn other way and find your way to other side.

My friend asked once am I never sad. That surprised me. Of course i'm sad sometimes.  She said: "You look always so happy!"  Guess i'm just master hide my worrys, hide my pain. Well you'll never know what is behid of somebody's smile, what pain she/he feel inside. Dont judge anyone, you haven't live her/his life. If you could jump in to other person's shoes, you would surprise how it is. You'll would understand why other made chooses what she/he have make in her/his life. You'll probably understand why somebody is what she/he is. You'll never know what is behind of closed doors. Every single one expirience some difficulties in their life. Others life may look berfect, but really, nobody have berfect life, nobody's life isn't that smooth what it seem to be.

Live for moment. Don't spend time looking back. Yesterday is yesterday and it will never come again. Lear from your mistakes, but don't stay thinking those forever. Past is past and you can't change it. Don't worry too much of tomorrow, it isn't here yet and it may not be what you wanted it to be. We all have only one life, so don't spend time to things witch doesn't even matter. Life is out there waiting for you. Do things what you enjoy. Don't spend time hating, it is useless feeling witch eat you inside of you, take too much energy and lead anywhere. Let it go and consentrate something else. Don't be angry long, it is waits energy too. Love lot whit all your heart. Give all to it. If person is right yoyu'll get it back many times. If it isn't, turn away and find someone else. If you'll fall get back up and find another way. 

Today one friend asked how to find a girlfriend. Well to be honest I don't know, not because i'm girl and i'm indressed boys, but because I never have really look for boyfriend. I have had many boyfrieds by now, they just walked in my life and I fell in love. You'll know when right one walk in to your life. It usually happens when you least expect it and you haven't looking for it. life is full of surprises. Don't spend too much time or efforts looking for it. It makes you look desperate and you probably don't find it. Wait whit your eyes open and some day you found out that he/she is in front of you. When that day come and you meet that right person open your heart and follow your feelings. If it is meant to happens it will happens whether you are looking for it or not. On the way of you life, you'll end up hurting ppls and and broke somebody's heart and ppls will hurt you and broke your heart. That's way life is. Don't let that stop you going on, get over it and start all over.

You may think that i'm crazy, that i'm weird, that i'm fool. Well I probably don't care what you think. What matter most is that I know what I am. Have I made stupid decisions? Yes I have, actually lot. Mostly I like what I am. Life haven't gone always way I wanted. I have hurt ppl, mostly by mistake, but sometimes on purpose. I have been hurt by other ppl. My heart has been broken by person who I love. I probably have broke few hearts too. I have done things witch i'm not proud of. I'm usually kind and sweet person, but when i feel insecure or hurt i can be total bitch. Few ppl have seen that part of me. I have bad temper and i feel sorry for those who end up seeing that. When i love, i always love whit all of my heart. I'm loyal to my loved one. I try to be always honest. I always try help who need help.